An apology

Game_Girl_2007 · Jul 25, 2008 11:19 PM

First, I would like to say I'm sorry for my behaviour in Myst's topic. Even though he/she blantly deserved it, I should have jsut kept quiet.

I guess it's only fair to let everyone know this. I have something called Bipolar Disorder. For those who don't know what that is, basically Bipolar is a mental illness that causes negative emotions such as sadness and anger to be tripled. It's also called Manic Depression Syndrome. It's uncurable, but it can be managed with pills. (which I keep forgetting to take.)

I may be sorry, but I was dead serious about my hatred for other humans. To me, humans are selfish. I hate them because they are so consumed with greed, that they'd take the lives of innocent animals and destroy mother natures creations just to make money.(I'm Wiccan by the way.) They'd even kill each other for money. This is why I believe the entire world is cruel.

Cynder794 · Jul 25, 2008 11:30 PM

Caution: Wait I am about to say is really sad....

There is a kid at my school with both emotional and physical problems. He has a friend, but I'm his friends friend. He's not really his friend.... I can't count the number of times he said something horrible about that kid. People refuse to sit next to this kid and practically torture him. I even heard adults at the school talking about him. I swear, I always feel like punching them in the face or cussing at them, but I don't because I'm at school... You may be right, a lot of humans are cruel... I too have a mental disorder.... Aspergers... It often upsets me when I hear that its a form of autism... But its a thing that makes it hard for me to talk to people my age, but I always feel comfortable talking to you guys!!!

Ayumi_the_Dark_Wolf · Jul 26, 2008 12:42 AM

Autism is *bleep*ing EVIL Disorder!!! my own family hates me, they tell me, "I cant do this and this right" i *bleep*ing hate it!!!!!!

One of the many reasons why im so depressed now! *tears fall*

Cynder794 · Jul 26, 2008 12:53 AM

Awww, I don't hate you! *hugs Ayumi* and I do admit, when I found out that I had this illness, it practically drained all my happiness. And my aunt dying a year ago didn't help either! :'( :'( :'( But I have so many things to look forward to. My uncle getting married and one of my new cousins going to my school, DotD, the Spyro Movie!!! But everyone at my school practially hates me! :'( :'( :'(

Game_Girl_2007 · Jul 26, 2008 2:15 AM

Ooookay...Don't see how this remotely relates to this topic..

Also..I think I would rather have autisim than bipolar. Bipolar is permenant depression..At least then I'm not hurting people..

bmah · Jul 26, 2008 8:10 AM

Realizing that you have such a disorder, you should be more aware of what kinds of things you post. But anyways, thanks for the confession.

John Man 1234 · Jul 27, 2008 4:11 PM

Awe guys I don''t say that I hate seeing you two sad hugs for Cynder and Ayumi.

Rurikredwolf · Jul 27, 2008 6:15 PM

I also have Aspurgurs, but I am not sad or depressed about it. In fact, I see it as a gift: A gift to be differant and succed. But yes, being Bipoloar isn't good. I have terrets, so I just say what I want to and can't stop. Dunno if that is close to it or anything.

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