Depression

EricChristianOlsenFanatic · May 02, 2008 2:29 PM

Hey has anyone ever felt depressed or suicidal? I lately have felt suicidal 24/7.

:'(

Aicebo · May 02, 2008 5:59 PM

Why? What happened? =[

reddragon12 · May 02, 2008 6:04 PM

depressed yes but why do u feel like you need to end ur life
u take somthin' from ever1 who cares 4 u and do u think that's
fair well nooffence intended but that is so selfish
think about the people left behind how do they live without some1
they cared 4 and loved it's not right

Phoenix_Flyer · May 02, 2008 6:10 PM

I can never understand why people would want to end their life, especially younger people. Why end your life before you have given things a chance to get better? If you have hit rock bottom then surely things can only get better. I someone commits suicide they write suicide notes, do they have any idea how that would make the family they have left behind feel? And anyway, who says the afterlife will be better than life anyway? No-one has come back from the dead, all we have is beliefs.

EricChristianOlsenFanatic · May 02, 2008 7:19 PM

I have had many tough times because my cousin was killed by a drunk driver, my grandma died of cancer, my friend committed suicide, and my mom's friend had a brain tumor. But also because of no boyfriends, a friend of mine hanging out with someone who hates me and spreads rumors about me, As well as making bad choices like smoking and skipping school.

reddragon12 · May 02, 2008 7:21 PM

Justin Long fanatic wrote:

I have had many tough times because my cousin was killed by a drunk driver, my grandma died of cancer, my friend committed suicide, and my mom's friend had a brain tumor. But also because of no boyfriends, a friend of mine hanging out with someone who hates me and spreads rumors about me, As well as making bad choices like smoking and skipping school.

was ur friend called rosie?

ontels · May 02, 2008 10:30 PM

it seems like youve had a rouph time I could honestly not know what your going throe...

but I can say thats no reason to give up on EVRETHING I mean some of the greatest people on the earth have come from bad backgrounds just keep your chin up and try and think of the good things you have and if all else fails just remember suicide probally really hurts!!

corky · May 03, 2008 1:06 AM

mate, just cos all of those things happened, doenst mean u should feel suicidal. just try to get over them and b4 u know it, u will be better than ever. also, try to think of this, and it will hopefully make you laugh.

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Doppelgangergang · May 03, 2008 1:10 AM

Thank you corky! smile

P.S: You seem to have BBCODE disabled.

corky wrote:

Lawl. big_smile

corky · May 03, 2008 1:14 AM

oh ok ill turn that on. thanks wink (also, i donated all my gems to justin, for his troubles)

Aicebo · May 03, 2008 2:42 AM

Justin Long fanatic wrote:

I have had many tough times because my cousin was killed by a drunk driver, my grandma died of cancer, my friend committed suicide, and my mom's friend had a brain tumor. But also because of no boyfriends, a friend of mine hanging out with someone who hates me and spreads rumors about me, As well as making bad choices like smoking and skipping school.

Well, you don't need to hurt yourself for what happened to other people. You may be sad, but those people don't want you to die.
And rumors? Pshh, don't listen to rumors. People will quit once they realize you don't care.
Boyfriends? Someone will come to you eventually, or you'll come to them.

Dark Fury Dragon · May 03, 2008 3:05 AM

It's sad to hear people saying that they want to commit suicide. Why, not to long ago, I found out the news that everyone was talking about at my school. That someone comitted suicide, of course I was shocked. I never knew I would hear about someone actually committing that action. It makes me feel sad. Because I feel like I could've done something even if I didn't know the person at all or even knew who it was. For some reason, these last few weeks of school have been nothing but news of death. My best friend's dad had died of a heart attack, the suicide, someone got shot, my other friend's pet dog died, a teacher died in a car crash, and a little girl was ran over at the parking lot during after school (I witnessed it). It's so depressing T_T, but I've learned to take in the emotion and go on. It kind of scares me too, it makes me wonder if I'm going to be the next victim for death.

EricChristianOlsenFanatic · May 03, 2008 3:16 AM

Thanks everyone. I love everyone on this forum cause they're all my friends. I feel much happier now and even though it seems my life stinks, I know I have people around me who care and want me to not kill myself.

-Justin Long Fanatic

(Btw, corky, that pic is soooooo funny! it made my day...lol)

Antr the Rolf · May 03, 2008 3:16 AM

I will never like my life...I know depression..I wasn't like this..I used to steal and I we wre poor..but now its worse..I may have gotten help but I am still sad inside about nobody to love me...I am now a great person to meet..but still no love..my mom will not love me..nor will people I see..they just don't like me.

Doppelgangergang · May 03, 2008 3:20 AM

We like you, AX. smile

But... Why won't they like us?

Ayumi_the_Dark_Wolf · May 03, 2008 3:21 AM

ok....i am really depressed....this is not a joke.....im so P*ssed off with certain peoplle.....that it becomes rage!.....im on the verge of actually commiting......suicide myself......to this i say....PLEASE HELP ME D*MMIT!

Antr the Rolf · May 03, 2008 3:24 AM

I think of you guys as bros..not friends..and Scorch..I will help you..just don't try to help me..it will not work..not without love..which has now been abandoned in my heart.

Aicebo · May 03, 2008 4:22 AM

ScorchtheDragon134 wrote:

ok....i am really depressed....this is not a joke.....im so P*ssed off with certain peoplle.....that it becomes rage!.....im on the verge of actually commiting......suicide myself......to this i say....PLEASE HELP ME D*MMIT!

Tell us what's wrong.

TheManiacOnWheels · May 03, 2008 4:27 AM

Don't feel down Justin! We're all here for you! smile
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I found it on Deviantart. It should make you happy. (I had one like Corky's, but I didn't want to post the same one)

Antr the Rolf · May 03, 2008 4:55 AM

I don't fee as much joy as I should..but others should go on and be better than me..much better.

Doppelgangergang · May 03, 2008 4:56 AM

Arcane X wrote:

I don't fee as much joy as I should..but others should go on and be better than me..much better.

Don't lower yourself. You can be joyful. wink

Antr the Rolf · May 03, 2008 5:03 AM

DOn't worry..I ahve fun,but mostly I am just sitting at the PC.

DanteAndVergil · May 03, 2008 5:09 AM

Depression what a strange topic to bring up at a forum like this but yeah ok.

I've had depression for about 3 years now and i must say it sucks quite badly. But i deal with it in anyway i can like going out with friends having a laugh but most of the time i go home and go downhill again because i know i'll be bored as hell again and yes i have felt suicidal at times but i would never actually commit suicide because i would never have the guts to :-|. Anyway those that have depression there is plenty of ways to deal with it like talk to people in confidence (for example Family, Friends, or even councillers) most of the time it helps to get stuff that's getting you down off your chest. For those that do wish to talk about it and don't want the entire spyroforum community knowing about it PM me and i will talk to you.

For those that wish to know about how i got my depression well Ok well it started after i finished school came home to find out that my dad was rushed to hospital after a heart attack. I thought he wasn't going to pull through so i went out that night i had literally drunk so much vodka that i was rushed to hospital on suspicion of alchohol poisoning (turned out i didnt) But i went home 2 days later and just stopped talking to people for like 4 months until my mum decided to sit down and talk with me and me being me broke down into tears about nearly losing my dad. Even though i got it off my chest i still felt low and i was like that for another 17 months. Then i moved into my own house and about 2 months of being there i got a phone call from the emergency ward at the hospital that my mum has tried to kill herself and again ive hit the drink... so you pretty much get the story but to this day i still fell low knowing that i might not have my mum and dad around because or things. It really puts things into perspective when you could lose someone close to you and to most people it sends them into a deep depression and well me i was the unlucky one

ratchet · May 03, 2008 5:43 AM

i have had depression for a fair while now and it really sucks. It is all caused by school/work related and i think about suicide almost every day, but i'm not really that kind of person, i fear of death. its strange that i have depression seeing i havn't really had anything physicly badly happened to me, no-one "important" has died in my family or anything. I would have to say that it is caused by a mental illness or something but i have yet to be diagnosed with one. no-one else in my family is depressed either though my mum is a really stressed out person and my dad is always grumpy. My Mum always tells me that i have no right to be depressed seeing that i dont have any physical illnesses, injuries or i am not poor. she says "think about what it would be like if you were a kid from africa who starves to death". She says that my depression is caused by "feeling sorry for myself" and i should be happy with what i have. sometimes my mother is one of the causes of my depression, me telling myself that i have no right to be depressed, stop feeling sorry for myself. My main Source of depression is School, THe Fact that the Government Forces me to go to somewhere which i do not want to go to, for reasons i can easily debate on. Ofcource school is a different matter so i will not talk about it on this thread. you should see how much happier i am in holidays, the only times when i am not happy is when i am thinking about school. School is a nightmare to me, my greatest fear, I dread mondays, Monday mornings are the times when i feel the most suicidal.

i am depresseed about death aswell, that it approaches and finally kills us, and one of the reasons why i hate school is because it consumes alot of the time when i am on this planet. my first wish would be immortality, a very selfish wish indeed, because in truth i AM selfish.....

MetalHead · May 03, 2008 5:44 AM

Guys, If you're depressed, get off the computer and go outside and play some sports. Always cheers me up!! Depression comes from staying indoors too much sometimes, and maybe a little sunshine will perk ya up.

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